Ive had a huge change happen in my life. At first, it was hard to accept. I wasnt ready to admit that it was real, but the harsh reality of it is, is that it is real.
Its been over a week now, and still there is so SO much more to get adjusted to.
I came to the beach with some family for the weekend so I could think for a little while.
Its been good to just sit and think.
It can be overwhelming, but there is something about the peace that only God can give that is so amazing. I wish I could just bask in the sun and think all day. everyday. wouldn’t that be amazing.
The thing is, is that I have so many things in my life that God has blessed me with. I would be a complete fool to be so self absorbed that I sit and waller in my own pity. I refuse to turn into that.
I started reading a new book.
I’m actually learning a whole lot about myself. Some things that I really needed to learn, other things that I already knew, but just needed to be reminded of.
Im running to him, clinging to him. I know he will never fail me. disappoint me. hurt me.
Im ready for whatever his will is for my life. I have been.
Im just siting. waiting. listening for his voice.
What are you ready for?